Okay, I know I haven't updated in forever and a helf, but I guess it doesn't really matter anyways since I have no watchers. Writing just makes me feel special, okay?

Anyways, so I got a girlfriend (im les, if you didn't know, or even if you didn't care to know) and we broke up the other night. And by "we" I mean "I". My life was falling apart, my parents were bitching at me, and my grades were slipping.

So yeah. And I realized I was using her to make a statement about my sexuality, which is bad. She was damn sexy, but there wasn't much deeper than that. I just need a break from life. +shoots self+

Okay, I needed that. xD

And besides that, it probably isn't considered a good thing when your girlfriend works the corner on her days off. And I doubtlessly wasn't satisfying her in any way.


God, when am I going to find someone sweet and sincere and innocent? Why do people have to suck so much??

Don't touch me, just fix me.